just before the starting of october 2005 . my life has changed drastically . and this is for real . really . cos my hand holds another scar . and yes it hurtts alot alot . :( oh boo hoo me . whatever . ii was so pissed off by wat happened todae dat ii did not flash back . :( well ii shall begin now !
err yes todae is eng final year . and ii was so surprised by it cos ii nver study . :/ hanisah had new black specs todae . :) they were nice but im not gona beg for them any more . but of course a different colour or some ppl will accuse me of copying . :/ ii wore them during the paper 2 ! they were so nice . sigh . :/ then after exam hanisah had to go see mrs lim to 'talk' . ii and shahilah warned her of the consequences and wished her a safe return . eu wuldnt belive wat mrs lim said ! hanisah had this burn marks on her hand [caused by a fork] cos she lost her last time specs and got the burns from her father . :/ that is like so common . and mrs lim thought hanisah was under CHILD ABUSE . and that she oso needed COUNSELLING . or she was under too much STRESS . and that she also BURNED HERSELF . wow teachers do alot of hallucinating nowadays ! :/ but sadly to mrs lim , her predictions were not correct . :) we all were laughing at mrs lim's predictions ! but suddenly ii went to black face mode in 132 . and shah said that ii was so sensitive . for eur big info , im not such a weakling . and hasinah went to total bitch mode and said that ii was trying to attract attention . eu noe there is times where people need to be quiet ? oh and hanisah was saying she was not happy . well not my problem . ii hope eu guys become mature and noe when not to negotiate people so much . :/ but ii do love eu all . even if eu all are mean to me most of the time ! or lets say all the time . ya whatever . oh and todae diana stressed me by saying that ii had to get back her charger . and all those shit ppl ard her whom ii usually like say ii was irresponsible and shiit . well count yrself lucky that eu are not in hot trouble now . ii dun give a fucking damn . diana just said ii had to get it back . ya ii will la . just tell me how . if eu dont bother to think how , then whyy should ii bother . cos ii "lost" it . err ii left it there and if eu had bothered eu wuld have gone looking for it on the same dae . so eu went back home wif out it and that shows eu dunt care . ya but whatever la , ya im irresponsible like eu say la . WHATEVER . see making me turn this entry fugly oredy . haiis . can eu all see whyy my life sucks ? and seein that eu culd be a lil nicer to me . other than calling me a cheap bitch hu gives my fone no.s to sec four guys or being irresponsible on losing some ones charger . ya whatever .