durgga : its not worth being nice, honest, optimistic, good to people. cos it sucks and theres no bloody point. today total defence day, i messed it up as usual. i guess thats what im good for. being late and blur all the time. wow how useful is that to be red cross cadet. ah, came late cos sankari was late & she had my boots lah. found out that my hair net that i put with my boots was not there. screamed. got lot of stress cos rayhanah's boot shoelaces were not laced or whatever. no choice, had to fall in cos got ui. fell in, my belt was retarded. it kept going up, hasinah made pervertic joke about that. |: got safety pin & hair net from some kind soul whom in the daze of the whole thing, have not identified yet. then we fell in and i got the hair net then. thank you who ever lent me. (: erm yeah, went to the toilet to put it on. then got the parade, my stomach was hurting like shit. i ate break fast lah. i think i was choking cos i couldnt breathe properly but what heck lah, have to endure cos its really sucks to fall out & being the weakling that i am. i could like feel my fingers getting number and more pain. so im training at home now. hahha, me being fit is a long long way ahead. no pe cos wearing uniform. then after the whole thing, went to basket ball court. found out i was wearing my ear sticks which im not supposed to wear. ah well, some people didnt get caught. hmms, like _______! YOU AH! then waited for awhile before going back to class. again i was laughed at for my marching. yay. went back to class, never go pe cos must wear uniform. practised some foot drill wif nc & np people. my class got no girl guides. hahh. then changed cos got science. maybe iodine or something will stain m y uniform. cant let that happen. yepp, then got recess. like crap lah, wif the gong chuan or some thing biscuits and newater. its old water lah by the way it tastes. at this point of time, this is a random comment. I HATE YOU FREAKS, DIE & BURN IN HELL LAH. COS EU ARE JUST SO FRIGGING BIASED! sorry ah, back to the post. then math, what crap i dont understand but i managed in the end cos err it made sense. then music, lecture for the first half. we learnt about some dead musician guy who was a homosexual i think or it was his brother. hmms in the 17th century. my brother told me that samurais were gay cos they all travelled around japan and they became attracted to each other in the end. how sad but true. pity them lah. hmms then got tamil, aiyah was barely nothing cos only one period. then went mobil & went to ntuc later with hanisah and bought straw berry bubble tea. talked wif hanisah all the way. my mother actually screamed at me on the phone. she say what blah blah every day come late, say got pbl say got red cross, eu go shopping centre also i dont know, eu never come home before four, what is this durgga ? hmms, okay. its not worth it, nothing is. she was mean today.