d cried ; hmms, im wondering that are we really that bad? as in we lost two time already and this crez awards we were competing against just five groups. and that we cant even get top three. how pathetic does that sound. our hopes are dashed, slashed, torn apart, killed and thrown away. theres no point in saying fark you to any of the judges, i dont know. maybe we didnt work hard enough, sth has gone wrong some where. im not sure what fate is trying to do but its twisting us inside out. the emotions are too shitty and mixed up. we hoped we had really hoped, we tried and tried. i guess there's still light at the end of another tunnel, we just have to take another route to get out of this cave. but still i saw that you cared , but if only you knew - thanks everyone, starting from hanisah, ameerah, kiren, hayyu, liyana, diana, nita, fadilah, kalyn, jiaying, xiner, joanne, nazeera, jowinee, aysha, tasneem, sabahat, aleena, malvika, karishma, all 2g3 people, everyone who voted fer us, our supportive squaddies & seniors & juniors & ncos. we are sorry that we let you down, that we crashed your hope that you even thought we could make it. we felt so heart broken that you'll were disappointed in us, we're sorry. we didnt cry because we lost, we cried because we had let you down, once again. the light is not visible, but soon it will be.