"Nobody has ever measured, not even poets, how much the heart can hold."

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Hi my name is so and so, sometimes when i'm bored, i draw people in my head. I listen to music a lot but the best times are usually when i'm on the bus. I don't think many people know about me because I keep a low profile. On days when i'm upset, i paint my toe nails and red is my favourite color. I have white feet, they remind me of porcelain. My eyes resemble almonds and my lids look like define lines imprinted in clay. I wish I were somebody else, maybe superman perhaps, my red cape in the wind, ever so free. My blog is a collection of my perspectives, thoughts and emotions. I write when I write, what I write. Your critcism is not welcomed.
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time: 6:32 PM
date: Tuesday, May 02, 2006
durgga ; i shall be randommmmmmm lah. cos im too drained to write down every single crap here.yeah, except that today hldd was created. WE LOVE PORN & tom cruise sex scene. AND i played in the playground with liyana again today! AND watched i not stupid too finally. & miss lau came back today. AND ate tom yum at class with yj & liyana. and had a great day. XD hazel, shah : LOL! teeheeheeheehee. ;D except, i think she knows. really.

how fark is that?! CRAP. :/ oh well, i dont want her to know. NO. never. cos i dont want her to avoid me or give me that kind of eeww-its-you-man kind of look next time you see me. D; nononononono. please, hanisah shah hasinah hazel, i really dont want her to know. i have a feeling she knows cos she turned back. at the eyecandy part, she did.

okay shall talk some dumb shitty crap here so if you're not interested, just stop reading now. or risk getting the feeling of puking. ;D you have been warned.

i dont know what are the signs that you're shooting me, what are you're trying to do. no one knows about you, i cant let them know about you. you mean more to me than the girl who turned out not to be lie. really. but still i cant let them know abt you, not anyone. i dont want to & that doesnt matter too. just show me the sign, yes or no? it doesnt take that long to say which, without twisting my doubts & me apart. you could be just someone i once loved, or some thing that can last. if how i behave isnt a clue enough to you, then i dont know what else. i dont want to make that mistake & then lose whatever we already have. i dont want how we are to turn to be awkward. like it once was, that was the mistake i made. but i wont again. what are you trying to do? i know, its probably never. but then you've cost that hope in me to live on, waiting for your answer. damn you.