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Hi my name is so and so, sometimes when i'm bored, i draw people in my head. I listen to music a lot but the best times are usually when i'm on the bus. I don't think many people know about me because I keep a low profile. On days when i'm upset, i paint my toe nails and red is my favourite color. I have white feet, they remind me of porcelain. My eyes resemble almonds and my lids look like define lines imprinted in clay. I wish I were somebody else, maybe superman perhaps, my red cape in the wind, ever so free. My blog is a collection of my perspectives, thoughts and emotions. I write when I write, what I write. Your critcism is not welcomed.
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time: 12:10 AM
date: Saturday, June 17, 2006
durgga : im feeling really messed up now. liyana is listening to my troubles in msn, thank you. ;D seriously, i feel like screaming here now at half past midnight. im trying to vent all my confusion, fear & all that crap onto my poor, pathetic blog. i guess it really comes handy at this point of time. im listening to fallout boy & fort minor, these two bands that coincidentally start with f are helping me get over this trying period. its becoming so hard to handle that i can seriously feel the pain radiating from my forehead. i know it will be bloody tough to sleep tonight. i mean that place makes me feel like im a piece of shit, the people stare at me, the elders behave differently to me, the atmosphre suffocates & constricts me, the situation is too difficult & i can just barely, through a thin line of patience & tolerance, survive through it. but still im going tmr, for the fear of being shunned at, by the people that ive known all my life. those people are becoming so distant, that it hurts so much. all i knew & believed in life, is just slipping away because of one action. im seriously not overexaggerating or whatever, this is like really whats happening. :/ i wish she would cheer me up, i so damn wish now. or any one of them, once i hear their voice, i know i'd feel much better but they're probably sleeping now. :/ great. i'll tell you why i get good marks without studying (here's the final answer all the guai people in class have been waiting for), i seriously think i suffer so much with all these to make up for the fact that i dont study but i still get good marks. there you go para, malvika & everyone else! & i guess, its saturday alr now. but im writing this with friday feelings & the tmr means saturday alrights.


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