durgga ; i really hate maths now, i need to sit with someone whose responsible. thanks ms loo, for giving me that demerit. no, i dont want to do detention again. and just becos i dont wear m name tag, doesnt mean i forget my own name, thank you. i really want to like accept her so i wont have to keep on like avoiding her, but i cant. i would rather have any lesson except maths. i dread maths so much now, im going to like fail & i barely passed in my maths test. the teacher really does matter, she does. everytime i look at that exploring mathematics, i feel like how sick pls. but i cant keep going to sick bay or dont go, it will make it worse. and the sick bay gets boring after while with teachers giving you weird looks. i really want to sit with someone whose like fucking responsible pls. i come home, here i am blogging. guilt is beginning to kick in, twisting my insides lah. please low, change me so im beside someone like aysha, jowinee, jia ying, crystal and all the responsible people. madhu is nice, but she is not responsible. oh & 132 sucks balls, BALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLS. i reached home like at 8 pls and cos gess was having cross country and the fucked up bus was crowded with assholes who give you this dumb blur look. i want that carmel frappuccino & a sincere person to listen to me now. now, right this second cos chocolate is not helping. :/