durgga ; oh god, another hellish day with throat pain, flu & fever. didnt go school obviously, i dont know how the hell i could've survived. slept in till like 9, then waited till mother got back from aunts house. visited the doctor, he's a nice guy. but he took one look at me & said i lost too much weight. guess what my weight was, 39.7 kg. serious. i nvr thot i'll hit below forty. the last time i checked, i was 43 kg. wth, maybe its because i dont eat anything at recess except drink yakult. pls lah, the canteen food sucks. :/ yeah he gave me medicines and i went t sleep for like five hours after that. the fish at the clinic are really freaky, they like practically jump up when i touch the glass. and i had t wear the mask thing, that made me feel like a sars person. like god, people will staring at me. & now, doctor says ive to eat atleast 3 eggs a week. and eeww, liver. :/ wth is liver lah, i cant stand eggs, and he wants me t eat liver. anws ytd night, my mother did go to aunts house and hanisah was online! :D yes, finally a person i can tell my sad throat story too. now it feels like my insides are burning. and oh, guess what, mum still wants me t go tution. edit : mother cancelled tution, finally.


LOL, this is probably my last wtver post abt that person. avoid reading it all costs, cos its meant for only one. cos yes, i moved on already. yeah wrote a poem as usual but no one will understand it if i put it here. ive decided t forget, which of course will be v v hard, because i realise, every week i see you, we dont have anything in common so im breaking it off. we dont talk like what we're supposed to, we dont act like what we're supposed to. you dont make your move yet so i dont think it will work out. i dont want to be just there for the fun, so good bye. :/ i cant say that i wont miss you, but it will take time. damnit, heart break's just making the fever worse and worse. wth, fever & flu, combined together can leave your whole day a mess like its been today. not to mention heart pain. ouch.