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Hi my name is so and so, sometimes when i'm bored, i draw people in my head. I listen to music a lot but the best times are usually when i'm on the bus. I don't think many people know about me because I keep a low profile. On days when i'm upset, i paint my toe nails and red is my favourite color. I have white feet, they remind me of porcelain. My eyes resemble almonds and my lids look like define lines imprinted in clay. I wish I were somebody else, maybe superman perhaps, my red cape in the wind, ever so free. My blog is a collection of my perspectives, thoughts and emotions. I write when I write, what I write. Your critcism is not welcomed.
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time: 9:48 PM
date: Thursday, September 07, 2006
YEJING-
today was okay i guess.
woke up at ten and had breakfast.
then did little revision and took a long shower.
chatted with arathi. then went for dental.
saw my sis down stairs. and she refused to go with me):
so i went there alone. waited really long.but yeah.
wanted purple braces but got pink instead. cos the purple elastic is tight:/
ouch the dentist pulled really hard. and now there is this ugly gap between my two FRONT teeth. boo.
took train back to bishan and met bern at library to mug.
went through the first semester stuffs.
we got this nice sit at the glass window:D
then went for a lunch+dinner at kfc. yumyum.
walked around and it started raining. so we couldnt go home.
we walked again. then when the rain finally stopped. we went home.
i walked. cos i hate bus. it takes forever.
saw dice at traffic light. well thats my fourth time seeing him this year. second time seing him at that traffic light(:
i was just quite shocked to see a Catholic High guy going home at 7.15pm. thats pretty late. and yeah its the septmeber holiday.
so anw didnt expect to be him. just recgnised that blue bottle and glanced up=)
that definetly cheered me up<3 had dinner and mushroom soup was so nice.
bathed and here i am. okay i need some thinking time.
so. toodles.

it had been really long since we last talked. i miss talking to you.but you wont reply.why.then i tried placing myself in your situation.ohwells.the only reason i can think of is that you dislike me.i cant help it. can i?maybe this is just fated.i get to see you and i fall for you deeper by the day but i just cant talk to you. this is hurting. i guess afterall adults are right. we are too young for this. i cant take this. and i've been told again and again to give up on you. but i didnt. i endured so far. am i really suppose to stop and think? give me a sign. i feel the unfairness in life. i had never been so serious in searching a book. and i just did because of you. i had never want to walk so long. i just did cos i wont let any chance slip away. i had never sleep so late. and you just got me awake at night. thinking every possible things about you. i dont know how long i can take this. i wont care. cos its all worth it for you. i know you dont care. but i dont care even if you dont cos i had never expected something in return. i just want to think about you. and i want to see you happy.