durgga ; god, whats with mum. she's all pms and stuff. she called me and i had t get up from my just-nicely-comfortable place on the bed. and she called me t say abt my not doing housework, and how i dont know talk t my aunts properly. and she's saying "durgga, they're telling me abt how you all dont even know anything, so rude". omgz, she wasted my time for what lah. wtv, i ignored dad all night by pretending i couldnt hear him by turning the music up high even though i can clearly see him speaking. yeah i should just tell them and endure the useless shoutings. but with shoutings, there are also whackings. wtv, tom is deepavali, i cant wait for it t be over for the first time. mum will obviously bitch with me abt what i want t wear for tom. and then i'll go with a black face every where i go for the whole day with mum muttering curses under her throat. father will scold me for being stubborn and rebellious, yadayada. possibility of brother going over t the Dark Side, since he wants this adidas bag or wtv. and ive t greet all my aunts and uncles when its like super awkward, and they'll ask me stupid qns like "what sec are you in now?". and ive t put on a permanant and of course fake smile and pretend laugh (this is harder than it sounds) at their horribly corny jokes. :/ god, what a deepavali.
S1, ANYONE?! damn it.