durgga ; stoning, i shall become a monk soon. ive learn the art of keeping still, staring into space without a thought in my head. im fucking sick of life, after exams, its just been worse and worse. like cos parents have refused t supply me with my bag cos they said they know my marks are going t be bad, and it looks like i want t get my bag before my supposed bad results. they're asking if i even can get into double science, how pathetic do they think i am. they keep picking on me instead of brother, the smart ass got 8th in level or wtv. apparently, he's going t get a scholarship which i used t get in primary school. and mum gives me this wistful look as though she's saying too bad, durgga cant be smart enough t get it too. wtver. and cos of _ too, after hazel told me that info during the squad interaction after fd prac today. it just made me even more pissd, it didnt encourage me, and i had no mood t continue with fd. but im going t come, for the squad anws. then its them, i just dont want t put up with their bloody lies and untruths and sacarstic remarks and fakeness. after this loser rant, i shall be leaving t practice art of stoning, goodbye.
you're just making it worse and worse, only you are.