im still here, for another night. but i dont mind, ive gotten used t my aunt already. and its way better than my house when nosy mum keeps coming in every second t see that im still alive or sth. aunt leaves me alone except if i forgot t put something back properly or wtv. and it feels great being the sort of "only child". :D my cousin is one lucky pos. but its sad sometimes, when my aunt still puts a bottle of cold refrigerated water and a box of things that my passed away aunt used t love on the table every day. oh yeah and a cup of tea which my aunt used t drink. its been 8 months since my aunt passd away in march. and she used t stay here since she had some disabilities. its rather __i dont know what t say__ when my aunt says stuff like "okay bye _my passed away aunt's name_, im going t the market". like she's still alive. and all my other aunts do exactly the same, including my mum. i asked mum once why and she said one will nevr get over a lost loved one. i can say i agree cos i sort of lost a loved one. maybe its just called falling out of love, blah. okay off t watch sun tv drama serials (my aunt's influence, haha), even though i keep criticising everything. there is a drama mama and a evil old bitch in all of them.