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Hi my name is so and so, sometimes when i'm bored, i draw people in my head. I listen to music a lot but the best times are usually when i'm on the bus. I don't think many people know about me because I keep a low profile. On days when i'm upset, i paint my toe nails and red is my favourite color. I have white feet, they remind me of porcelain. My eyes resemble almonds and my lids look like define lines imprinted in clay. I wish I were somebody else, maybe superman perhaps, my red cape in the wind, ever so free. My blog is a collection of my perspectives, thoughts and emotions. I write when I write, what I write. Your critcism is not welcomed.
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time: 8:49 PM
date: Friday, January 26, 2007

Slept at a unbelievable 8 yesterday, I dont know why I was so tired. Maybe because of the running and screaming at MINDS, maybe its was because of A Maths Maluation, maybe it was because of the fact I am getting sicker and sicker of you. Like maybe its how I am fake, like today. Laughing, saying lame/sacarstic remarks, its all to cover up, the truth, maybe the hurt. I dont want people whispering in a corner. Okay enough of my real self, cos everyone is too self centered to care and I'd be wasting my time if I wonder if someone would care. Right, Mass Run was whatever, we actually ran instead of joining other levels. Today PE was a kind of a landmark. Mdm Y.O was like pissing me off when she asked me t demo mini tennis so I guess I black faced but it was nothing. Then she called me while everyone was playing, and talked t me about my attitude. I guess I've t agree abt some of her stuff about my low self esteem and willingness t give up easily but my "stinky" (?!?!) attitude? I object. She's nice to not give me a S.O though, cos after one detention, I wonder what Mother would say about suspension. After PE, everything was alright and I wasn’t sleepy. Everyone keep saying my tiger is a CAT. It’s a tiger hello, and its not holding a hamster, like duh it will be holding the tiger cub? But like the worse was from Mrs RBC who said it was bear? Dance Practice after school and I finished my E Maths which I didn’t hand up anyway. So yeah I bet Ms HSG will be after my blood, charming. Its sad how I cant go practice again tmr, I think. Like Mother actually came down below the block t fetch me?! I came home at 7 okay, not at 10. And if I wanted t run away, I would atleast take some money or clothes right. God, and I’m proud t say I’ve only got one tinny winny demerit so far. :D