"Nobody has ever measured, not even poets, how much the heart can hold."

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Hi my name is so and so, sometimes when i'm bored, i draw people in my head. I listen to music a lot but the best times are usually when i'm on the bus. I don't think many people know about me because I keep a low profile. On days when i'm upset, i paint my toe nails and red is my favourite color. I have white feet, they remind me of porcelain. My eyes resemble almonds and my lids look like define lines imprinted in clay. I wish I were somebody else, maybe superman perhaps, my red cape in the wind, ever so free. My blog is a collection of my perspectives, thoughts and emotions. I write when I write, what I write. Your critcism is not welcomed.
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time: 11:34 PM
date: Thursday, February 08, 2007
No comments, there is no point getting all emo over it (old me would've stayed like pissing shit through out the week). We were wrong and wrong doing people learn through pain and tears. Its 11 and I just woke up. I dont wanna sleep, I get this horrible weird beautiful dreams abt a better life. I just dont want t face them and wake up knowing my life is still the shit it is. Everyone, take your time to unwind. No one can cheer up instantly so yeah, Times like this, we must stick together. But still, me and Shah realised (again) at the bus stop, just how bad things were going to remain. Things that already felt like knives to the face before this. I mean it was so fucked up, really, that we were laughing. I mean it is funny how life's a big fat sickening joke right?
Its 2 in the morning and there's 4 hrs left t sch. Wtf, I always go late anws.

I'd rather stay away, I rather just wait for all this to be over, and I wish to never talk to you again, I want to just stay in sidelines. Sadly, I feel its better this way. Because even you are fake, meaningless nights and days, I should have realised. I made the mistake that many people make around the world every single day, I trusted the wrong person. And gave too much to take back. And everything I said, its straight from the heart. Or whats left of it.


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