Hi friends. Well it was acherontic, bleak, cold, depressive, elegiac, forlorn, hapless, you get me, it was not a happy day. I was trying t see if any words would really express what I am feeling right now. I know that sounds lian-ish and over dramatic, but I'm serious, there's this physical pain in my chest. I could've drank too much strawberry milk. But I dont think thats it.

When I found out my S1 babe and S3 babes was ____, I didnt feel like I was about t lose a friend. Thats bull. It was just painful because they will be moving further away, a little harder t reach but not impossible t get t. There's no "Goodbye forever" here or "I cant let you go" here. There's only Lets continue t keep it real. Like Jacqueline Wilson said

Even though you're there, and I'm here, we'll always remain friends.

I was never prepared for this. Though I didnt cry openly because I plan t be less of a express(er) of sad emotions. Why dont you hold my hand as we run past the fields of gold, where the trees are silver and the sky is pink and the flowers red?
I really saw this scene in real life.